Contemplate.

i figured that if i were to not share anything with anyone, i might just explode.
not literally, but you should get what i'm driving at..
and so yes that is the whole point of having this blog.



I can only describe this past few weeks with 1 word. fucking HECTIC.
Yeah, HECTIC. I know what you're thinking, but just treat the formal word as a bonus.
AYLC ended off with a bang i guess, so i guess the many hours spent on it was all for a good cause.
Teacher's day rehearsal.
Many complications, and many a times i couldn't really compromise with the other members.
I guess it's all my fault that the practices and rehearsals wasn't all that fun, sorry.
But i do hope that on the final day, everyone would just give it all out, the song doesn't sound that bad alright. Fuck those negative comments !

I think alot.
I think alot about all those little trivial stuff, which, on the surface doesn't really bother me.
I think alot about the negative stuff, thus nothing good ever come out of me, and the only times when i felt that i actually accomplished something was when i made rash decisions. Decisions i should have made without hesitating.
I think alot about scenarios that would never happen in real life, yet i pray with all my remaining Faith, they do.
I think alot about my friends, and how they think of me, yet somehow i don't feel anything in return. What are friends man.
I think alot about my future, who i want to be and what i want really want to do, yet here i am lazing around, when there's 2 tests coming up TOMORROW.

Lastly, i think alot about her, but will she understand ?